OpiateIntoxication

So here we are again. Seems like only two months have gone by since I found out about your betrayal....Oh wait cause it WAS two months ago and now here we are again. I lack concrete proof this time but I'm sure all will be revealed soon enough as, it always does. Couldn't WAIT to jump onto some one else and hurt me again could you? I pray for your sake, it's not what it appears to be. Because..... If what I think is true, IS true. There are no more "chances" there will just be me, walking the fuck away.

Have you ever been in a poor situation, relationship wise, friendship wise etc and you find yourself asking that damned question. "What did I do?" Why is it that we immediately seek to blame ourselves for whatever has happened. For people treating us badly? I've asked the question many times in the past 3 weeks. "What did I do?" "Where did I go wrong?" like these are logical questions to ask MYSELF for what someone else did to me? Why are we so quick to blame ourselves for such things? A lover cheats, a friend treats us badly, a relative isn't as nice as they should be and we are left thinking WE did something wrong to make them act this way